
:'(Well at least this will be my last cysts.
The MRI showed that a small one did break but the twin is still intact and is huge. The OBGYN sent me to a OBGYN oncologist because this one is too big. It is now the size of a full term pregnancy. People keep saying congrads, I don't have the heart to tell them what it really is. This one will be my last because the Dr. is removing my ovary. And because of the growth rate is checking for cancer. If it is cancer I will write my own bucket list and go out having fun.
I am worried this time. Well the removal date is the 19, if I make it that long. If this one burst, well I guess I will be having it out sooner. I hope that does not happen. it is very big and it would be very bad if it breaks, so I get to sit around and do nothing. This is so not the way I wanted this to end. But lets just hope it will only be the end of the cyst and not me too.
I would like to keep my ovary but this was the straw that broke the camels back. I will have help waiting if I do not deal with menopause well. so I have that covered.
I am scared,
I will write soon,
mnm mom