First and for most I want to thank Everyone for the E-mails and the Sweet and kind hearted replies on the forum, you will never know how much they mean to me.I love you guys, so much...I would not have made it through this week, with out all of you to help pull me through it. Its been a helluva week I tell ya! But a very wise and caring friend has convinced me I am not alone, (Thank you Nick
) and with the help of my friends I can handle whatever test results I get today.
I am Scared to Death, so, Please keep your fingers crossed for me, that they either find whats wrong, so we can fix it or that what ever it is, isnt life threatning.
I do need to clear up something though,
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"If you read this AC I want to tell your that you should not take people coming and going so hard. People always come and go on forum sites and many people (RFD for example) never quite leave they just have things come up in their lives that need attention. Being active on a forum takes a lot of time and many people aren't sitting at their computer day and night like so many of us are. If you have responsibilities like children or classes plus a job that you have to go to being here can be hard and everyone understands that."(My Softest, Sweetest, full of love and compassion, but most Serious Voice)Although this did make me sad, It was not a determining factor for my leaving. There were other things going on besides my being sick, Im just not one to point a finger. If I have a problem with some one, I will let them know, ( which I have done several times) or I will fade away until I feel comfortable being me again. I just want to let the dust settle now.
"It looks to me AC like lots of people here truly care about you. Try not to cut yourself off completely. Take care of whatever you need to deal with and drop in from time to time when it's quiet and the kids have gone to bed"I know they do, and I am truly greatful for them,(I told Yall I have no will power, and have been checking in from time to time).
You guys have had me in tears!
Im not sure how today will go or what the tests will say, I may not even be able to talk about it for a while, but just know, you guys are and always will be my family and I have been lost with out you this week...
Angel
